worst day in every quarter

guess ppl wat is the worst day in every quarter?
hmm..
can u guess it?
it might b different for each of u..
for me, its the day when my grade is posted..
i admit it my grade is not the best, but it's my own fault coz i never study..
but then, whenever the grade is out, friends always ask around bout it..
why? why? why do u guys wanna kno?
mine is really bad, can u not ask?
i feel ashamed..
i wanna do as good as u guys, where 3.5 is not even enough.. where 3.8 is the lowest for u guys..
can i? ppl said i can get tat too, as long as i wanna focus, i wanna study, n.. n.. n..
where is my brain when i need it?
i think the brain is always there, it's just i never wanna use it..
where is the heart when i need it?
oh my heart, when u're still beating, can u at least focus on one important thing in my life?
right now, study is the most important thing..
i wanna focus.. can u help me please?
another 2 years to go, can i pump up my grade?
will i have enough time?
i have wasted 2.5 years with ugly grade, can i hav better grades?
i feel ashamed to talk my friends bout grade..
i feel ashamed to face my parents whenever i thot bout my grades..
i feel ashamed toward God when He already gave me this chance to study this far..
i wanna change..
i wanna focus..
will i b able to in the next 2 yrs?

I'm free like a bird~~

yay yay yay..

Spring quarter is finally over..

Sophomore year bye bye, don't think I'm gonna miss u.. :D

Finally done w my finals at 1.40 pm today..

I was the 1st one walkd out from the class.. = =

let's hope I did good..

now, Summer quarter is ahead..

can't wait for Summer..

this is my first summer in the United States, excited excited.. :)

pol is coming in 5 days, shuld i start counting down?? 

ohh, interesting story:

Got a friend walked in to the bookstore, purchasing some snacks..

him: hey, ready for the test 2mr?

me: hmm.. (im done w finals..) wat test? im done..

him: huh? dynamics, of coz..

me: huh? we just had it at 12 this afternoon, wat u talking bout?

him: oh cmon, we gonna hav it 2mr at 12, dont joke around..

me: wat? really.. we just had it this afternoon..

him: u're smiling, bet u're lying to me.. 

me: nooo.. im not laughing/smiling.. for real, we had it..

him: shoot!! then i missd it..

so.. he actually missd the test.. oh myyyy, poor guy..

but, he went to the instructor, n took the test at 6pm.. thank God.. wew .. ^^"

we gonna hav grad celebration at school 2mr for international students..

n another celebration at church on Saturday..

wew, lots of hings going on.. :D

-Cindy

a good n bad day..

hmm..
im tired..
im always tired..
dont ask me y coz im not sure either..
i've been tired all my life..

a lil bit of sharing..
got a presentation this morning for stat&prob, everything went well, thank God..
except i think i talkd to fast, but its over.. yay..
worked after that..
it was a super busy day for this time of yr, yeah thx to out big novel clearance sections..
im happy for tat tho, coz i myself got my summer reading list ready..
bad thing always happen w good things..
got 2 annoying customers, ruined my mood..
uhhhh.. annoying annoying..
life sucks when u hav to meet those kinda ppl, but also good coz u can learn from em..

good thing..
its suu's bday today..
ahhh she's 20, can u believe our lil girl is finally 20??
nyahahahha, happy for her..
but miss her so much..
wanna see her..
wanna talk to her..
huhuhuhuhuhu..
hope i can see here ASAP tho i dunno when tat'll happen..

ohh..
ci ayu n yunita left seattle today..
lets pray for their safety.. :D
see ya guys soon.. tehehehe..

im off to bed earlier tonight.. tired tired tired..

-Cindy