i havent been posting anything, hav i?
yeah been hella busy that i forgot everything..
now, i dont wna go round n round, lets go straight to the point..
hav u ever hate somebody that sometime u feel like u wna squeeze em like squeezing oranges?
or mayb roast em like those roasted porks in chntown?
or go straight to killing em? hold on, killing seems too much..
lets make em suffer first, like wat they did to u..
isnt there a phrase "treat others like how u wna b treated?"
ahhh, mayb this is wat they want..
im sorry God..
i kno You told me hatred n the thought of killing are sinful..
but i am just an ordinary human..
can You please forgive me?
no, i think they best thing I should beg You is please change their hearts n minds, let em b nice to "us," let "us" suffer no more!!!
i can bear the suffering if it's just ordinary thing, but it's too much from em..
im so tired n even SICK of em..
forgive me oh God..
please.. i dont mean to hate em.. T.T
and most importantly, please protect "her" from em, let "her" lay on You, let "her" be strong in You..
also, please dont let "him" be contaminated by em..
this is my prayer to You. Amen.
I lov u God.
I lov u m & d.
